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Thursday, April 30, 2009
Dude, I woke up at 3 pm. =))


HAHAHA. K.
Uhhh.
I`m sleepy parin. :|
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KRISSSSS. :">
Kris is my new Jason Castro. :x
HAHA.
Top 4 ! :-bd

I`m bored. =))
Yesterdayyy !
I went to a meeting, then to Tro`s.
Yeah, we were being epic.
I missed you Tro and Niqui ! >:D<>

ANYYWAYSS.
The day before that !
I went to a meeting also in school.
Strat Planning. :-bd
Then after !
I invaded Ellie`s house.
Their oil paintings are cool.
Omg, we read tarot cards also. =))=)))
HAHAHA.
I hated one result though.
"Don`t be afraid of rejection" daw. =)) ASAAAA.

:-h
Hello.
What`s up ?
That was a waste of time. =))
HAHAHA.

Z.


7:22 AM
Sunday, April 26, 2009
I got through my first day, but it doesn`t feel like it. =))

HAHAHA.
Dude, I can`t believe I`m sixteen ! :o =))
It`s surprising, even to me.
I hope I don`t get mistaken for a 5th grader ever again. D: =))

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIARA VILLASENOR. >:D< :*

Dude. I had a surprise party last April 25. :o :o
Was not expecting it. At all. =))
SO TO ALL READING THIS,
May 2 is nothing na ah.
Repeat: May 2=nothing. =))
HAHA. D:

April 26 !
I went to my mom`s grad.
I was dressed up the whole day. =))
As in k.
After her grad, which btw took like omg forever. @-)
UUUUH.
We ate at Chateu Verde...or more commonly known as Dahon to my mom. =))
It was great ! Seafood Penne. :">

And I stand by my statement that Blueberry Cheesecake makes all my problems go away. :D
HAHA.
For a while my birthday was ruined by something.
But it was fixed naman, by the cheesecake. :x

After which !
We went to Galleria for church.
And then, omg we watched Slumdog Millionaire. \:D/
HAHAHAHA.
Jai Ho ! :-bd

Anywayssss.
Thank you to all that greeted meee ! >:D< :*
ILY guys. :)

xoxo,
Z.
9:41 AM
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
I cried today. AHAHAHA.

Cause’ if one day you wake up
and find that your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder
where on this earth I could be,
Thinking maybe you’d come back here
to the place that we’d meet
Then you’d see me waiting for you
on the corner of the street,
So I’m not moving
I’m not moving.


How could I move on,
When I`m still IN LOVE with you ?

I told myself I`d move on.
But I don`t think I really truly have.
When I see a picture of you, or see your name, or hear it, my heart still gives this sad little beat automatically.
I know I can never have you.
But I just can`t seem to let you go.

I want to truly let go of you, and srsly. I do.
Cause it`d be so much easier living this sad sad life. =))
SWEAR.
If I could.
I WOULD. :|

Thanks ah.
9:36 AM
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Baby you`ll be famous, chase you down until you love me.

I don`t know why, but that quote has always been somewhat interesting to me. :-?
Maybe it`s cause I`m an amateur stalker. ;;) Kidding. =)))))
AHAHA.
I was trying to multiply-stalk awhile ago, and yeah omg the world is truly so small. @-)
ANYWAYSSS.

I`m bored like, hella yeahh. :-j
LADYY GAGAAAA. :-bd
Heehee. :">

I cooked pasta awhile ago. owo
I`m quite proud of how it turned out. :-j
Olive oil, butter, garlic, onions, tomatos, red chilis, lemon, tuna and herbs. =P~

Omg, the above has been so random, okay wait.
I`ll try to fix my thoughts now. :)
Okay so like, I`m so confusedd. @-)
I can`t tell whether or not there is something.
It sucks when you`re always just the friend. ;))

Whoooo. I think I`m becoming an insomniac.
Like, I sleep at 3:30 or something everyday now. :/
It`s kinda sad.
And yet, if I will myself to, I can wake up very early.

Oh shiz. I haven`t asked permission to go to my meeting tomorrow ! o_o
CRAPPPPPP.
K.
First thing tomorrow morning.
@-)

Yeah, that`s all I can rant about. :-h

SOS,
Z.
10:47 AM
Saturday, April 18, 2009
Randomm.

Just leave me be.
I`ll find my way home.
And maybe, just maybe,
I`ll stop falling for you.

You think if I try,
To separate myself from you.
That I`d be able to stop
My heart from once again
Falling, and failing to catch itself.

Maybe I should be ready,
Ready for that crash.
Hurts like hell I know.
But what can I do ?
Stop it ?
Not possible.
12:42 PM
Uber-long blog. ;;)

K. I`m waiting for InDesign to download.
I`m not sure if it`s gonna work this way.
But it`s worth a try. :-j
If not, I`m gonna go hunt for a cd na nga. :|

ANYYWAYSSS.
Today !
I got back from Coron, Palawan.
Which btw, is totally the best place to go to.
Summer, beach = awesome.

It`s so nice to be back in Manila also though.
Cause I really start to miss this place when I go out of town ng sunod-sunod. @-)
Baguio, Sofitel (which wasn`t out of town, but it was out of the house), Marinduque, Glorietta (again not out of town), Coron Palawan. ;)
I`m gonna make up for all that blogging I missed.

April 15 !
Made a bet with Miggy. =)) =))
He said I wouldn`t be able to wake up before 4 (since I slept at 2) and that I would give up in the middle of climbing the mountain. :-j
Needless to say, I totally won. ;;) =))))
HAHAHAHA.
It was worth it. :>

We left for Coron on the plane at about 10 or 9 or whatever. I forgot. =))
So yeah, when we got to Coron at around 11, we got out into the airport (which btw, is nice :-bd).
And then, there was no signal ! D: So I couldn`t GM, so yeah.
Then we got into the van that took us to our hotel, the Village Lodge.
It was cool.
:-bd
We ate lunch.
Then went to the room, and then we rested for a bit.
After which, we left to climb Mt. Tapyas !
719 steps are no joke man.
And can I just say, the frigging stairs all over Coron are all steep. :/
So yezz !
It was totally worth it.
The view was awesome. :-bd
And the sunset was really nice. :DWe went back to the hotel and then just went around a bit.
Ate dinner at the Bistro, which, had sucky (and I really mean it) service, but OMG it`s worth the wait.
The food was like. =P~
Then, back to the room and slept na. =))))


April 16 !
Happy Birthday Axel & Tomic ! :))
I greeted Axel late. @-)
Anyyy.
Uhm, first day of Island Hopping ! :D

Woke up at around 7:20.
Then went to the hotel restaurant to eat breakfast. :-j
Had pancakes ! \:D/
Yumm.

After which we went na to the boat.
This was no ordinary kind of island hopping dude. @-)

Went to Siete Picados to snorkel ! ;;)
It was really nice.
I saw like a ton of fish.
And the corals were actually alive, like super colorful. :>
OMGG ! Clown fish ! 8D
I saw like a Nemo type of scene.
Big clown fish. It was brownish red.
Then little clown fish floating in the sea anemone. ;;)
It was bright orange ! 8D

After that, we went to Kayaganan lake.
Or something Kayagnan or whatever. =)))
Yeah, we had to climb a ton of steps again. :/ :((
But it was cool cause the lake was really pretty.
And it had nice rock formations underwater.
Also they had the fish with the point mouth. Barracuda ? Dunno. -shot-

And thenn ! We went to a small beach to have lunch. ;;)
After which we headed to Blue Lagoon. =))
It`s nice.
We had to swim into a hole to get into the lagoon inside.
It was kinda freaky inside though. @-)
So after I swam in the hole for about 2-3 meters (sisid =)) HAHA), I got out.
And it was like.
So calm. And stuff.
Alam mo yung type where you feel like something`s gonna come out ? @-)
ANACOONNDAAAA.
-shot-
It was really deep rin. @-)
So yeah.
Swam a bit, then went back. =))
Weird yung feeling eh. =))

Taposs. Uhm stayed in a beach for a while.
And then went back. ;)
Had dinner at the restaurant in our new hotel.
Sea Dive.
=))

Then slept ! ;)
:P


April 17 !
Island hopping, well no not really, day 2 ! ;;)
Went to Malcapuya island !
It`s SO TOTALLY PARADISE. @-)
White sand.
Clear water.
Awesome snorkeling place. @-)

I`ll just show you pictures. ;;)

Thurr. =))

April 18 !
WENT HOMEE. 8D

Yes, and now I`m bored. @-) =)) HAHA.

xoxo,
Z.
6:44 AM
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
WHOO.

EHEHEHEHEHE. =))))))
I`m leaving for Palawan nanaman tomorrow. 8D

Just had friends over, namely, Lui, Ellie (OMG I SO MISSED YOU LIKE WHOA K.), Meggy, Myka, Robby, Miggy, Matthew, Stephen and Bryan. :-j

They left like 30 minutes ago.
HAHA.
Okay, yeah. It was a fun day.
Totally worth cleaning for like 6 hours.
And waking up at 8 when I slept at 2. @-)

That`s no joke k.
I cleaned for like 6 hours. =))
Cooked also.
And blah.
Anyyywayysss.

OMGGGGG. My house was like defiled. =))))))
Oh ! And I so DO NOT have people from different countries in planes spying on me.
I didn`t do anything ! :-"
Yet. =))))
KIDDINGGG.

MIGGY, stay away from Robby. =)))))
BRYAN, where`s your PSP ? :))
LUI, How`s life ? =))
ROBBY, layout okay ? :-j
ELLIE, I MISSED YOU SO MUCH.
MYKA, Hahaha, you almost left the dvds ! :o
MEGGY, they totally were plotting on switching the ipod. =))
MATTHEW, the pencil case still looks like a coffin. :-"
STEPHEN, how was the ride home ? =))
NIQUI/MARY, YOU SHOULDA COME. D:

Yes, I have to go pack.
I`ll add more details later, if I can. :-j
:-h

SOS,
Z.
7:23 AM
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
I`m exhausted.

Okay, so I slept at like 2 the other night.
And I had to wake up at 5.
I was so groggy and yeah, I had to splash my face with water 4 times to keep my eyes open. =))

Went to the DFA today. :-j
Had our passports renewed.
It was pretty fun cause it`s was real fast and real easy. :-j
HAHAHA. =))))

They almost put "Maral" on my mom`s passport. :| Weirdos. =))))
Kiddingggg. :))
Anywayssss.

We went to MOA shortly afterwards to go shop for a few things and go eat lunch too.
I bought shorts ! \:D/
And we ate Jamaican Patties and Lasagna. =P~
Yum yum.

AND THENNNN.
We went to Sofitel ! :-bd
That hotel`s so awesome.
So prettyyyy. 8D

So yeah.
My cousins went swimming and stuff.
I waded cause I couldn`t swim, despite the fact that I wanted to. :-j
And I had to go play with my younger cousin.
:))

I was dragged to the playground to go play these games. =)))
I tried the spinning around thing, it REALLY does make you dizzy like whoa.
And I had to climb like this mini rock climbing thing.
And a boulder thinggyyy.

T`was funny.
I`ll post pictures after Marinduque.
Since I`m tinatamad to do it now. :-j

Yeahh.
Basically that`s it. :-j
Bye for a few days. :-h

Hugs&Kisses,
Z.
8:31 AM
Monday, April 6, 2009
Okay, I need to know.

\:D/
Back home for one day, then it`s back to no internet and being completely out of touch with the rest of the world. :-j
HEEHEE.

Just got back from Baguio a while ago. :P
It was fun and I had a pretty good time, but I do wish I was able to go a while ago.
I mean, laser tag ! DDDD: -shot-
Besides, I miss going out with friends.
After last week, I wanted to go hang out with them so badly.
But now.

The day after tomorrow I`mma be leaving for Marinduque.
Whoopee ! Beach. ;;)
Omg. I miss the ocean.
Besides, I have new outfits, wouldn`t want those to go to waste.
:D :))

I`m looking forward to the trip, but I`m not looking forward to the completely sucky signal in that island. Gahd. For a second, I actually thought about buying a Smart sim like my mom, but whatever, I`m only gonna be there for like 4-5 days anyways. :))

But here`s what I`m not so sure I`m excited for.
I just found out they already booked us for a trip to Coron, Palawan.
I mean, yay, cause I heard that place is totally nice and pretty and awesome and shizz.
But also boo, cause I`ve always hated trips that weren`t planned early on and also, that last trip to Palawan, was hell. @-)

OMGGG. I miss blogging. :">
I read some of the other blogs.
Except for one, all the rest seemed like they weren`t updated much.
I`m so curious about this one post.
Yeah, it`s obviously that one. :))

Anyyy. :-h
Omg. Dude. I got plagiarized earlier this morning. :|
M&R, expect letters from my lawyers. ;;)

Hugs&Kisses,
Z.
8:12 AM
Saturday, April 4, 2009
A load of Crap.

I spent the WHOLE DAY watching gossip girl. @-)
As in srsly.
Like from 11:30-7:00.
It`s totally awesome.
I`m not done with Season 2 yet.
But apparently we`re going to Baguio.
Woop. :|

I mean, don`t get me wrong.
It must be fun to go to Baguio.
But not this way.
Not all sudden and shit.
I mean, I really don`t mind.
But I don`t have anyone to hang out with there.
My cousin isn`t even going.

And HOLY crap, I don`t even think I`ll be able to make it Monday.
:| GOD. I mean, I frigging PLANNED it.
I WANT to be able to GO to it.
I swear.
Yesterday was like.
Shit.

I`m starting to hate summer now.
I mean, last week, it was totally awesome.
This week, sucked like hell.
Except for the first Monday.

I`m hanging on to a twinge of hope that MAYBE a friend is also there.
Hoping.
Just hoping.
Maybe.

Anyways, to those going on Monday, have fun.

Z.
4:07 AM
Friday, April 3, 2009
Well, that`s it I guess. ;;)

Yeahhh. Kinda sad-ish day. Align Center
It did confirm one of my worst fears.
Goodbye Philly. :-h

Oh well, I won`t have to worry about it for a while naman eh.
Right nowww, I`m despising the bar exam results. :-j
Heehee. :>

Hoping that Monday will be a totally awesome day.
Hoping that I can go to school for Plaid tomorrow.
Hoping that I won`t be going. :-j

At least I somehow got to go out. :)
Grocery shopping and eating out. =)))) HAHAHA.
Comfort food=awesome. :-j

Yeah, I know that sounded like random rambles. But AH whatever.
:D =)) -doesn`t care-

-edit-

Will there always be "stars" to fall on ? :-?
It was kinda funny to be talking about something so deep at like 3 am. :-j
Hi Robby. :-h

Although yeah, it`s true.
The higher you aim, more likely you`re risking a lot.
And there isn`t a way out sometimes.
There aren`t any stars to catch you when you fall, or fail, or whatever.

SO BORED. Gahd.
My phone is with my mom.
She`s using it to reply to people.
No GM`s tonight. :-j
Ah well, it`s better to be online anyways.
And I`m not the least bit sleepy. :)

I think I`m starting to become an insomniac. @-) =)))
HAHAHAHA.
I can`t sleep any time earlier than 2 am. :D

Omg, this morning I woke up at 2 pm. 8D
It was like. WHOA LATE.
And when I checked my phone, there were like 20 unread messages.
Okay, weird.

-editdone-

Lovelove,
Z.
8:03 AM
Thursday, April 2, 2009
I am gonna go back to this.

Since there seems to be nothing to do this summer.
I think I`ll go back to blogging. :-j
Don`t count on it being filled each day though.
Cause I doubt I can do that.

I`ve been thinking a lot about different things this summer.
And it`s kind of weird.
Most of what I`ve been thinking are a bit deep.
Some of them, obviously just random thoughts passing through my mind.

"Chuck, sometimes I feel like I don`t know you at all.
Why won`t you communicate with me ?
Why won`t you open up your tender little heart and communicate with me ?"

--Chupa Chups Commercial

I love that commercial.
It`s so cute and it always makes me laugh. =))
It just played as I was typing, so I thought it would be fun to share it with you guys.
Despite the fact that I`m sure not a lot of people will be able to read this.
Unless of course, you`re my friend. :-j

...........

That moment, I stopped blogging and went for a break to watch "Make Me a Supermodel"
It`s a replay, I`ve seen it before.
So I went back to this.

So basically, today, I just bummed out at home.
I don`t even think I`ll be able to go out tomorrow since I so need money.
I think I`ve been flushing out my account with all the going out this summer.
I need a summer job. :-j
Help me get a summer job ? ;;)

Anyways, I`m gonna share a recurring thought I`ve been having this week.

"Once you`ve fallen, you can`t do anything about it."

That`s all !

Love love,
Z.
5:14 AM
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